Damn Tired AGAIN...

today was the 1st day of my work of this month
i was unwillingly to go back to work at first
but it went out well
i want to feel the freedom of holidays at 1st
but in the end, i started working in the need of money
work ended at 8pm
was damn tired
it was very cold tho
hahha
there were so many things that i told myself that i must do during the holidays
but in the end , now , i've no strength or motivation to do any of those
tired...

i dun believe that any fire would burn anyone
it's the choice that u make
sometimes u can only do 1 thing at once
u need to choose 1 from 2 choices
and i know which one will it be
then from there do well in that choice
and at the end everyone would be happy
'u must lose a thing to gain another
to obtain smth u need to lose smth of equal value'
that is the law of conservation in alchemy

so dun worry and carry on with this choice
there's no blaming
understanding, i will
in the end it's still me
go with the choice
cause grabbing of both things brings u nowhere

abt the coding thing... it's crap lar
i thought it was smth genuis
but it end up being computer generated... -_-
i tried finding abt symbols and stuffs
but it isn't anywhere cleverness
i tried solving my way but there no avail
in the end it was conincidence, that my friend have it on his msn nick
then i found out everything...
i was fooled again -_-"'

Kenn