sparks of memories

today was a great day
not in the morning but in the late evening

it starts when i get rid of my brother and sister
they went to grand's place
then for dinner i jio my mum out to eat
haha
it has been a long time since i went out to the hawker centre with mum
was great*
weee*

in the night as usual i went to Mac to study
this time was with CK and Vaan
i did study well, finished a chapter of stats
it was a great pain to understand stats
just have to blame on the dumb and stupid me [see lar ,never pay attention in class, know how to sleep only, some people would say that]

while studying
i saw quite a few people
one was a junior of mine
we went thru almost the same life tgt

[a short story]
i was in a childcare centre when we were young, like in primany school
living in such centre wasn't really good
we were deprive of freedom
so we did form groups eventually
we would play tgt
sit on the same table during the lunch time
we'll just stick tgt as a group
so we would develop a strong feeling
tho we took every one for granted, in there

so when i got out of that place in primany 5 or 6
then, i was happy to get out, but i didn't realise i would never really get the chance to spend my time with them

when i saw him in my secondary school i was happy
like proud to say that he's my junior
so i did chat with him when we meet in school
but not as close as before
he was in normal academic
he was good enough to get A-maths as one of his subject
i was happy for him
because i at that point of time i was also taking A-maths as a special case student

so after graduating i went to poly
he still have to spend 2 years in sec sch

i recently saw him on MRT
then he went working instead of going to school
i was worried
so i chatted with him and ask him why
so i manage to psycho him to go back study

today i saw him again
i ask how's he coping with his prelim for N-levels
he say he was alright
he claim that he got on track
i hope that he was telling the truth

but no matter what i will want to help him after i settle my exams
i feel that we had went thru the same, somehow called, suffering
so the more i should help
i dun want to see him
fail his studies

it's weird that sometimes bond are form even when u didn't notice, i wish all of these bonds are strong and never faulter, like hydrogen bonds...
these sparks will be keep and be protected, it's a part of everyone

Kenn